29 August 2011

What the mind knows is not always how the heart feels

You go through life with ups and downs. We tend to linger on the downside of life quite often even when we know it’s the happy moments that we should treasure. Our mind knows all this, but somehow our heart works differently. What the mind knows is not always how the heart feels...

26 August 2011

My dedicated volunteers

I've posted a blog about volunteers before. A couple of days ago one of my volunteers at work said that he had seen my website and I promised to write a blog about him and the other volunteers. This is me keeping my promise...

Longing for September

August is not my favourite month to say the least. It reminds me of things that I rather not be reminded of. As September is right around the corner, I'm seriously dreading this coming week.

14 August 2011

Please stop trying to set me up people!

I don’t know why it is that people have the need to set me up. Apparently I need to be in a relationship to be happy (according to these people). Truth to be told, I’m pretty content with life at the moment. I seriously don’t mind being single. I’ve got so much going on in my life that I don’t feel like I’m missing out on anything.

05 August 2011

Forgive me

Forgive me

It’s been almost three years since I’ve seen you
A freaking nightmare that came true
Still can’t believe that you’ve been taken away
All because of a stupid decision that I made that day

I understand why God wants you so near
But now I´m here on earth with all this fear
People tell me that it was just meant to be
But all I want is for you to forgive me

I know life is not in my control
Nevertheless, I´m left with a mourning soul
My mind knows the truth and what is real
But that´s not what my aching heart says or how I feel

I really really want you to know
That I´m so so sorry that I made you go
I still can´t believe that you had to die
Now I´m left here on earth to cry

Still waiting on God to explain to me why
I never had the chance to say goodbye
Or why He wants you instead of me
I need these answers to set me free

All the tears that I shed at night
Simply proves that what happened is not right
I´m waiting for that flood of rain
To come and wash away my pain

If you could look inside my heart
You would see how it´s torn apart
I need you to be able to forgive
This is what I need to continue to live

Let’s just hope that this grieve will be worthwhile
For one day we´ll get reunited and I get to see you smile
Don´t know when this day will come
Just know that it will be freaking awesome

Have a blast in heaven up above
Know that I´m sending you all my love
You´re so so missed down here
But in my heart is where I keep you near!

01 August 2011

Dinner with colleagues

I hosted a dinner for my colleagues today. I’m having the house for myself, because my sister is on a holiday for two weeks. I’ve been thinking to organize a get-together for a while now and when I asked around they seem to be up for it as well.
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